Better

I did much better this morning. In fact, I did much better last night, although "much" is a relative term. I did an extra push up yesterday so I have improved 10% since the start of the week. I just felt drained all day yesterday. I got home from work and my wife asked my how tired I was because I guess I looked like a felt (which is a change because I always look like crap but I always feel really good and happy) so I imagine that I looked pretty run down. Anyway, work went well. There are a lot of things percolating very well right now. Looks like we might be able to penetrate more school districts and that is really good. We went and did visits last night. They went really well. We gave a brother in our group a blessing last night as he faces prostate cancer and prepares for surgery in April. We will hold a special fast for him prior to his surgery. I just feel that we need, as a group. to be more concerned about our brother. That has really been weighing on me. I don't know how we are going to do that but with the challenging times coming, we need to be our brother's keeper. We need to know each other more than superficially as we do at church. It is an interesting dilemma. I look forward to being an instrument. I just want to do my Father's will, be a good dad, be a good son, be a good home teacher and just, generally, be better.